2 weeks down.

Week two down.

Our chain link.

Getting pretty long right?

I don't actually know how many people read my blog... It's here for anyone to read... whoever wants to know what we're doing or going through (that is made public). Obviously I don't share every single detail of every day... but I play catch up on here and will make updates when I feel like it. 


Two weeks ago we said goodbye. 
Seems like most days I'm just drifting through the day... just getting another to pass by. This isn't negative. Just what it is. I try to get out as often as possible. I spend most of my time at my friend Brook's house. We're going through the same thing so it's good to have her around. I clean. My OCD isn't AS bad as it was during FEX. I take care of the kids. I take walks with the kids when it's nice enough out. We go to the park.


But I also feel a nice chunk of our life missing. That piece being my husband. It's still so strange not to have him here. Plenty of things remind me of him. Yesterday I didn't hear from him. I'm not sure why, he said he couldn't tell me. I was glad to hear from him today. I was glad to hear his voice. 


Yesterday I made some orange potpourri. I found on the "Counting Coconuts" blog a while back. I had some oranges that weren't very good anymore so I decided to try it out. 

Freshly cut, covered in cinnamon, and finished. 

Second week down... plenty more to go. 

I love you babe. Wherever. 

- Rayne.