We have 50 chain links beginning running along our wall,
49 stickers on our chart,
one month down, two kids who miss their Daddy - one who asks for him constantly & the other who is growing too fast without her Dad here to witness up close, one wife (being me) - who is getting through everyday without her best friend to hold her, laugh with her, hug her, kiss her, touch her, and be with her,
and we saw you load onto those white buses six weeks ago...
I have probably been through every emotion imaginable during these last 50 days. I have cried, laughed, screamed, and more. My husband and I have had our little arguments and made up on a few occasions.
I have tried to keep busy. I spend as much time as I can out of the house.
I should sleep more. But it's so hard to. One, I miss him lying beside me. Two, it's the only time during a day I have to myself (sometimes).
Peyton has gone from rolling over her first time to getting up on her hands and knees and trying to crawl.
Austin is turning two early next month.
Even when a huge piece of your life is missing... the world moves on. As strange as it is. Then you spend every day wishing they were here with you.
Anyways. Some other photos.
Blue water for bath time - just add a couple drops of food coloring in.
The splish splash water pool my mom wanted for the kids.
All set up.
Pretty pretty Peyton.
She's such a ham.
Austin cheesing.
A couple weeks ago someone came to measure and plan out new landscaping.
I came home from shopping with my friend to it all done! (:
Looks less plain and dirty.
Austin is super happy to have it all redone.
Tomorrow it's been a whole 6 weeks of him gone.
I hope time flies by.
50 days down. Around 200 or so to go.
- Rayne.
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